Episode 4: BABE

[Nikki Grahame]

Hit my fuckin music cause the queen is here!!

Did you see me Big Brother? I beasted that competition. No one even got close to me! Everyone just stood there with their mouths wide open as I ran circles around them in the challenge. I showed I had more skill, speed, strength and determination then any of them.

*Production: Nikki, Could you please explain how removing flags required strength, skill or speed?*

Fuck off Big Brother, I was not done talking yet but since you so rudely interrupted me let me ask you a serious question Big Brother. Why is this fucking Air Con still on?! I'm so fucking cold!!! Ian's over here like 'Ohhh it's so hot outside, The sun is so bright, I'm sweating'. The fucking wanker is just trying to piss me off. I'm going to punch him Big Brother! I really am!

So I think it's pretty obvious that last round Clint fucked his own game by trying to vote out Cyndi. I'm still not sure what to think about is stupid mistakes because he and I did have an alliance but based on everything i've heard from others around me it does seem like his alliance with me was not super strong and even if he did stick with it in his mind i'd always be fourth behind Ian and Jen. But I would of rather him stayed over Ian this round had he not pulled what he did last round because even a stupid fake alliance is more then what Ian has discussed with me!

My loyalty in this game still is entirely with Colin. I want him and I in the final two. But with a shuffle upcoming i'm pretty certain. I do have to plan for what happens if we get separated and I by chance make it to the merge and he doesn't. Which is why i'm putting so much time into my other alliance with the two girls on my tribe, Cyndi and Jen.

We all seem to have similar personalities and while Jen and I clicked right away I think Clint targetting Cyndi has brought her out of her shell some and she has been able to talk some shit with us.

So every good alliance needs a name, so I was thinking of suggesting to the girls we be called BABE!

Also known as Bad Ass Bitches Enterprise. I think it's a great name and suits us well. It is quite a shame that I do adore Colin so much because I think us three ladies could have a wonderful time in the final three ripping everyone else to shreds.

[Nikki Grahame]

Clint Black 12:51 am
Hey

airconnikki 12:52 am
Heyas

Clint Black 12:52 am
What's it gonna take?

airconnikki 12:54 am
for you to stay? 4 votes.... -_-

Clint Black 12:54 am
I'm not your only option
What's the difference? I can win you a challenge

airconnikki 12:55 am
except that many people suspect that after these tc's, a swap will be coming... and if I have other options you can enlighten me.

Clint Black 12:56 am
So why off me then?

airconnikki 12:58 am
... what do you mean? how does a swap coming make you more advantageous to keep then if there wasn't one?

Clint Black 12:59 am
How would it make it less? I'm saying you have options
You have not wronged me, I have not wronged you. I meant what I said when I said you are strong and I want to work with you. Cut me a deal and I owe you a vote

airconnikki 1:01 am
how would it make it less... you say you are are a good challenge player... if you get selected for another tribe... then that is a bad thing for me because I have to compete against you. I am also saying tell me what options I have because there are 6 votes... you need at least 4 to stay. If I vote with you... I still think the best case scenario is that you have only 3 votes and we draw rocks.

Clint Black 1:02 am
You and I both know you are all voting together, I'm asking you to have the girls change your plans
You are the captain, you will be picking, take all your friends and grab me for cannon foder I won't let us loose another challenge, if we do you vote me off, simple

airconnikki 1:06 am
I don't have any 'friends' to take... this game is all alias.. so anyone I grab will be a stranger to me... only friends I have are on this tribe and there is no guarentees how many if any of them will stick on this tribe with me.

Clint Black 1:08 am
It's all I have to offer, this is my first ORG, I'm active, give me a chance to show you I keep my promises. All I want is a chance. One more round, just tell me who to vote

airconnikki 1:13 am
I don't know who to tell you... anyone I say needs atleast 4 votes... Only person who Cyndi would probably agree to vote for besides you is Ian for voting for her... Ian is probably one of your safest votes you have on your side but also you kinda left him out to dry last round having him vote Cyndi alone... so honestly i'm not even sure if you have his vote so I don't know how much I can do. I still don't get why you tried to protect Rocker. Honestly you probably wouldn't have even been a target this round had you not tried to save Rocker last round.

Clint Black 1:14 am
This is what happens when we play telephone, what have you been told?

airconnikki 1:16 am
well I haven't really been playing 'telephone' i've been getting sent entire chat logs to see the entire conversation... basically you telling people you could seize the majority by blindsiding Cyndi... and wanting to keep me in the dark about it because you were worried that I was close to Cyndi after I mentioned to you I had approached her the day before about a Me/You/Her alliance.

Clint Black 1:18 am
ok so i wasn't "saving John" it was a simple math problem. subtract 1 you have a majority. did you see the part where I said I want you to join us, I just don't want to tell you til after becuase I didnt want you telling Cyndi?

airconnikki 1:19 am
but you could have made a majority with people who were active... like you could of gone with the flow and voted out John last round but still spent last round setting up a 4 person alliance to have majority once John was gone and we were down to 6.

Clint Black 1:19 am
I have nothing against Cyndi, she was just the only one who never talked to me, I wasn't out to squash everyone, just gain the +1 advantage. I'm sure you saw selective parts, anyway I was stabbed in the back obviously and now im the bad guy
i thought I had trust, Nikki, clearly i didnt
regardless, it didnt happen that way

airconnikki 1:21 am
Despite if Cyndi talks to you or not... she performs better in challenges then John did... Had you come to any of Me/Jen/Ian/Colin and said 'Hey... Once John is gone... lets us 4 stick together to have majority'... I don't think any of us would have said no... and you would of had your solid majority alliance.

Clint Black 1:21 am
I'm making the case that you want someone like this on your team. I am calculated, I am good with challenges. All im asking for is a chance. One more round. or you can not pick me get shipped off elsewhere and we can go our separate ways. I just don't want to get burned for trying to make a no brainer easy move and getting backstabed

Clint Black 1:22 am
like i said, this is my first ORG, I assumed everyone would be making secret alliances, How was I to know if i could trust that? Jen and Ian both came to me day 1, thats why i trusted them
I fucked up, I don't want to to end like this, thats all i'm asking

airconnikki 1:25 am
Okay but i'm only one vote... What's the motivation for other people to keep you? You say 'get the girls to change their votes' but... you said you have the least connection/spoke the least to Cyndi... so what is her motivation to keep you? How does it further her game? From what Jen told me she freaked out on you the other night... compared you to a stalker ex boyfriend... and she backstabbed you. What's her motivation to keep you? Like I don't have the power to go and be like 'Hey guys.. We are saving Clint' and them be like 'Okay!' no questions asked... you need to tell them as well why they should save you... Not just me. I am with the majority, if you can get everyone else to want to keep you one more round I got you and i'm good with that. But I can't go vote out Cyndi or Ian or Jen with you and then have you go home 4-2 and me be the new #1 target.

Clint Black 1:27 am
thats last part is not what im asking, I respect your alliances.

Clint Black 1:27 am
you're the only one who will talk to me, everyone else is treating me like a cancer patient

airconnikki 1:29 am
I wish I had alliances lol... the only alliance I made in this game was with you... As I told you I tried making one with Cyndi the day before hand and she basically brushed me off. All I have going for me is that I was doing good in challenges. So I'd love to save you if I can... but we need at least 2 more votes and I don't know who they are... and it seems like you aren't 100% sure who they are either.

Clint Black 1:31 am
come on, i know you three syncronized that last challenge win, and from what you've told me clearly you talk more than I have to anyone, it looks like, smells like, and tastes like an alliance to me. At the very least I know you are all experienced enough to know to coordinate your votes. I may be fucked but i'm not dumb, You know I know that asking you means asking all 3 of you

airconnikki 1:33 am
Oh I don't deny we synchronized the last challenge win... and we have talked coordinating votes... but it's all been under the whole tent of 'keeping us strong and unified'... No one has come up to me and been like 'Okay Nikki... It's me, you and this person and we are the top 3 and we are going to the end together'.

Clint Black 1:34 am
i get that. Just please consider. I will owe you my burning torch

airconnikki 1:36 am
I will consider and if anything changes and we can get the votes to do it.. i'm down.. but I know the possibility of not voting you has come up a couple times in discussions today.. and others seem pretty set on their votes so... all I can do is keep suggesting it and talking possiblities and see if anything hits the right note with them that hasn't hit that note yet.

Clint Black 1:39 am
I would seriously owe you my torch. I know im not going to win this thing but i would like to go a little further and see what its like. Idol, swing vote, whatever comes up down the line, its yours if you pull me back from the dead here

Clint Black 1:41 am
Like i said though, I'm a man of my word, I will not personally vote for Ian. If you cant get enough to overcome that caveat at least I'll die with a shred of dignity

[Nikki Grahame]

In case you people can't read between the lines....

That above conversation means Nikki isn't gonna say one word to try and save his ass :-P