Okay I'M SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT WITH THESE. I've been insanely busy these last few days, and even though I'm super exhausted and my brain is functioning at a solid 5% of normal capacity since I just woke up I'mma forcfe this out. But anyways, I'll try to recap all the insanity that happened lately...if I can even remember it all, my brain is a giant pool of muck right now, and I'm pretty sure things are going to take a dark turn for the worse.
So after round, we got a new idol clue which told us the idol was in some city. I honestly didn't bother looking for it – I typically find that having idols just causes me to overthink things and overanalyze. Sure, they can HELP, but I'd rather just not have to worry about them too much most of the time. I wouldn't wanna have to struggle with all the problems an idol presents, even if it has a few advantages.
Anyways, Eddie comes up to me, saying that he solved the idol thing and that it was taken – and asked me if I had it, sincde I was the only other person online at the time. This was...scary, cos If I WAS HIM I would totally think I had it – and I sure as heck knew I didn't. I don't think I even played it off well as not having it. I'd be pretty convinced I had it if I were him so FACEDESK ugh. We had a decent chat and then he vanished like everyone else does lmfao. these people are never on at the same time as me – but honestly I have been SO BUSY in real life lately it's been awful, so I really probably have no one to blame other than myself for that =\ it suuuucks, i'm hoping stuff gets better soon but NOT LOOKING LIKELY FML ugh. I'll figure something out hopefully.
IMMEDIATELY AFTER THAT THOUGH, randomly, Carissa comes up to me and asks me for an alliance.
I was like...lolwut? We'd barely had any good convos so it was super shocking. I was cool with it, of course, but it was a little weird. I'll take what I can get though lol. I opted not to tell Lisi about this FOR NOW just cos I find that whenever I'm too generous with info people find a way to screw that over so I find myself having to be tight-lipped about everything a solid 90% of the time. Yay. It's less fun than it sounds.
I did tell her about the whole Eddie-idol thing(and also told this to Carissa/had Lisi tell Fatima since I NEVER SEE HER ON lol) because if Eddie ended up telling other people about me maybe having it I wanted my side of the story out there so that I'm not a shady bitch and such. Not being a shady bitch is typically a good thing, right?
We ended up having ANOTHER challenge that we beasted and got first in – but considering the idol's already been found, all it really succeeded in was keeping the other tribes away from it. Which is good, I suppose. But yeah. We won. Stuff happened. But not much because this game is sort of half-deceased. But really I'm also half-deceased so I don't know why I'm complaining LOL I can't expect everyone to be around at 10 PM at night, so...blech.
Round four comes, and it's pretty obvious that...all four teams are going to TC. It's an II challenge which is pretty simple: just be the last person to get a flag. Me and Lisi did our best to plot against Johnny to make sure he didn't get it, because with immunity came tribe captaincy, and everyone pretty much assumed it'd be a swap or something. I kiiinda wanted the power because there's two sides of me. The “let's be smart and not bother taking immunity, I'm probably not a target anyways” me, and the “LOL I WANT IT JUST BECAUSE WHY NOT YAY” me. The latter me won out today.
I wanted it just because of the whole idol fiasco making me a liiiittle bit worried Eddie might spread rumors of me having it, and then, for inexplicable reasons, I could get blindside-attempted. It's stupid, but for some reason having an idol might be enough to get them to vote me out over inactive Rupert.
Though that's really hypocritical to say as Lisi is leading a crusade against Johnny right now.
Which is really, really silly in my opinion.
BUT WHATEVER I'm basically forced to along with it.
I mean, I get it: Johnny's annoying sometimes(Even though I'm fine with him but he is kinda shady and never bothers messaging me? Like rude, dude, since I hear he messages Lisi all day and night lol) but still fml let's get rid of the inactive first, please?
She apparently has Fatima and Eddie on board(I was gone literally all night last night so...I'm basically operating on word of mouth here) so I guess I'm voting with them just because, but I feel like, if Fatima and Eddie have half a brain, they WON'T GO ALONG WITH IT and will just vote out Rupert or Lisi instead. I'm immune, so at least I'M SAFE, and if things go horribly wrong, at least I can flop to another tribe in a swap, right? I'm gonna pray this goes through and Johnny goes, because it would be kinda interesting instead of just picking off the inactive, but I feel like it's gonna go terribly, terribly, terribly wrong. I feel like I should have objected more and just tried to get Rupert out, but we'll see what happens, I guess.
She apparently has Fatima and Eddie on board(I was gone literally all night last night so...I'm basically operating on word of mouth here) so I guess I'm voting with them just because, but I feel like, if Fatima and Eddie have half a brain, they WON'T GO ALONG WITH IT and will just vote out Rupert or Lisi instead. I'm immune, so at least I'M SAFE, and if things go horribly wrong, at least I can flop to another tribe in a swap, right? I'm gonna pray this goes through and Johnny goes, because it would be kinda interesting instead of just picking off the inactive, but I feel like it's gonna go terribly, terribly, terribly wrong. I feel like I should have objected more and just tried to get Rupert out, but we'll see what happens, I guess.