This Are My Confessions, Bro!

[Katia Winter]

That GIF tho <3

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

This tribal council it's gonna suck big time. Even though Cochran kinda annoys me, he's such a good dude. If Priya hadn't won immunity I'm 95% sure she would be the one getting the boot. Cochran seems like the safest choice because no one has any allegiances with him (that I know of) and I don't wanna piss off anyone right before a potential swap. Let's see how all of this roll out.

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

I'm getting kinda worried because people haven't been approaching me about tomorrow's vote and that makes me really paranoid. Kat and Grant threw Cochran's name out but even that isn't a sure thing. I just hope I can't make it out of this round alive and none of the people I trust (Grant, Kat and Gina) get voted out. 

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

This morning I was talking with Kat and she asked me if I would be willing to vote for Robbie instead of Cochran. This really surprised me because I thought her and Robbie were really tight, but she apparently wanted to keep the active people in the game (ironic because she's almost never online). We knew that if we were gonna change our votes we needed one more person (that's assuming Cochran votes for Robbie which I'm pretty sure he will). Last night I was talking with Gina about wheter if voting for Cochran instead of Robbie would be the smartest choice. I knew she would be willing to change her vote for Robbie, but she wasn't online so I had little hopes of that happening. And poof, just when I said that se got online and we got to talk about it. Kat then ended getting Grant on board too and that's how he ended up with 5 votes and gone for good.

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

So after reading all the clues for the immunity idol I decided to go and try to find out. I found the password, opened the board and SURPRISE, the idol is already gone.



Right now I think us from Patnu are the swing votes. We can either go with the four people from old Viljandi (Frederique, Lisi, Fatima and Poopert) or we can go with the two people from Rakvere (Jen and Ian). Fred and Lisi apparently don't like Poopert that much, but to be honest I'm not buying it. If we go with Viljandi we'll have two safe voteouts, but after that we'll be screwed. If we go with Rakvere there's a possibility the other side has an idol and it may end up backfiring.

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

After talking with Kat we decided that it would be smarter for us if we alligned ourselves with Ian and Jen. First of all, I know that the Viljandi idol is floating around there and one of the Viljandi people that are on our tribe may have it. It's a risky move because they could end up playing it and sending one of us home, but they already have big numbers and that's really dangerous. Lisi and Frederique have said that they want Rupert gone, but I think our best bet is to blindside one of them (I'm willing to bet one of those two has the idol), and ideally the target would be Lisi. She has basically talked to everyone and people don't seem to like her too much, so they won't have any problem voting for her. After that then we could vote out Rupert and hopefully make it seem like either Fatima or Frederique are in danger so they'll play the idol if they really have it. If Jen and Ian are being truthful with us then we should be good for now.

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

This swap is a blessing and a curse at the same time. It's a blessing because it helped solidified my relationship with Kat and I know she has my back a 150% and I have hers as well, plus it help me make some other connections with people like Ian and Jen. At the same time it's a curse because back at Parnu I was really close with Grant and I had a solid relationship with Gina, but now that we can't communicate for a while I'm afraid they may find some other people over there and forget about me.

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

Mmmm Cindy, what the hell are you doing? At this point I think she's posting all those balls just to increase her post count because I literally don't know why else she would do that. The bitch is weird as fuck.

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

So much drama has been happening since the swap happened. Jen called out Lisi for putting Rupert as one of the catchers and she was really upset about it. Even though I love Jen, I have to side with Lisi on this one. There was no way of knowing how the challenge was gonna work out and it seemed like the catchers weren't gonna be that important. Also, Jen and Cochran were talking 1 on 1 and Cochran got mad at her because she greeted him with a "Hi bitch". C'mon dude, don't be such a little sissy.

I know Jen has been pissing off a lot of people, but I want to keep her as close to me as possible. Lisi thinks me and her are solid but I know she has gone around talking to everyone and I don't know if I can really trust her. I also think she has the idol because Kat told me she started acting really weird when she brought the subject to her. She even said to her that she didn't knew there was any idols in play. Bitch, what do you think the three clues and the board with the name "Hidden Immunity Idol" are for.

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

Cast Assessment Time:

She's my ride or die and my number #1 ally in this game. We were running things back on Parnu and we're running things now in NuViljandi. We talk every single day about literally everything. Everytime I send a message to her she responds me with like 3 paragraphs, but I don't really mind it. Better than someone who you can't keep a conversation for more than 5 minutes. She seems really genuine with me and I trust her a 100%. I'm trying to make people think we aren't that close because that's the reason I always go home, people see me and someone else as a power duo and always targets me first. Unless my ass is on the line I will always have her back no matter what. 

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

This bitch is crazy, but she is my bitch. She has already had some conflict with some people from NuViljandi, specifically Cochran and Lisi, and I actually think I can benefit from having her as an ally. If people want to target someone from my alliance, they'll probably go after her first. I love talking to her because the conversation flows naturally. I don't know if I can trust her completely, but she seems pretty upfront about everything which I really appreciate. 

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

We don't really talk that frequently but he's such a nice guy, though a little naive. Me and Kat saved his ass the tribal before the swap and he knows it, so I really think he's gonna be loyal to us for now. 

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

I think Lisi has a few screws loose. She has been really nice to me, but apparently she has rubbed some people the wrong way. We have a lot of things in common and is very easy maintaining a conversation with her, but I don't trust her one bit. She's extremely paranoid and I'm willing to bet she has the idol, which could really screw my plans. I feel really bad voting for her this round, but I came here for one goal and that's to win the title of Sole Survivor, no matter who I have to screw to get there. I really hope there isn't a secret returning twist because if she gets to return I'm sure we'll se Hurricane Lisi and she will come after me for betraying her trust. 

[Joaquin Souberbielle]

I never though I'd say this but I really miss him, even though he sometimes got on my nerves with the whole caveman shtick. I can't wait for the next swap (or merge) just so I can reunite with him. We were really close back at Parnu, but I'm afraid that he'll find people in NuRakvere and forget about me (but let's be real, who can forget Joaquin). Or worst, he could end up getting the boot and there would be nothing I could do about it. Hang in there buddy!